I have BDD. MSG me if you want to talk.I also have skype.
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(Excuse the wacky colours, I was a bit mental at 16) Amazing! I’m looking through some old photos of myself, and gosh, i actually had a really great figure. I always used to hate my figure and I always thought I was chubby and fatty. But looking back I was actually skinnier than I thought! I EVEN HAD A THIGH GAP / SMALL THIGHS. I was GOBSMACKED when I saw this picture of myself. There aren’t many clear pictures of my body so this was kinda like a shocker. I’ve put on A LOT of weight :/ It depresses me. I was 16 here and now I’m 19 and a chubby motherfucker too. I’d post a picture but 1) It wouldn’t fit & 2) I’m too embarrassed :( ….Really bad Photoshop skillz too. LAWD.

i’m so sick of cringing at every single picture i see of myself. why do i have to be so ugly. why can’t i just be pretty? i know it’s superficial but it makes me so fucking sad sometimes

(Source: byebye-baggage)


I’m having one of those days when

Everything seems to overwhelm me and gets me down. I’ve had a really good couple of weeks, but for some reason tonight I’ve just been feeling mega upset. I just begin to think of everything of the dark side and I just feel like crying tbh. I hate myself so much, I can’t take feeling like this anymore. I just want to it GO! :’(

I could just cry.

Im gonna watch ‘The Horse Whisperer’. I love that film so much. I remember when I first saw it when I was younger. I love how it makes me feel. ♥

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